My brother Mark has a post including links of a homemade video during the Iraqi invasion of Kuwait and I watched them.  The videos which only briefly shows how a family were living during the war until Kuwait was liberated reminded me that Kuwait was almost deleted from the map.  It’s difficult to grasp since it has become a distant memory for myself and since the world around us has changed drastically during the past 16 years.  Looking at Kuwait now, you cannot imagine the dark days.

I can only hope that stability and security remain in Kuwait since those are rare treasures to find these days.

It has become so easy for me to emotionally detach myself from people and things around me.  A tough lesson I learnt from life.

I have also learnt how to take things as they come.

A shrink once told me its because I live in denial.  If denial is my self-protection, then so be it.

At the moment, I can say that although I am still unemployed, and still have no clue what I want to do with my life, that life is good.

It’s always a good thing when you know what you don’t want, even though you still don’t know what it is what you want.

… as long as we keep the harm away.

Negative energies resemble a disease.  If one person around you has a negative energy, you can take it in if you don’t block it.  Sometimes, you have days were you are just surrounded by negative energies.  You feel like you’ve digested flies.  The only way to feel better is to block everything around you, focus on yourself, and remove all the negativity from your inner soul.

Belated Happy Easter to all my Chrisitian readers.  I hope this Holy week was better for all of you than it was for me.

Now that the skies have gotten clearer, the weather breezy yet amazing, and the 3 day weekend is here, how will you spend it?

I have nothing planned for the weekend yet but I am really looking forward to it. Usually, I have more fun when I end up doing things spontaneously. I usually don’t like planning anything but I always felt like there is a need to plan in Kuwait since I want to make sure I will be seeing people over the weekend.

This weekend I figure that there are plenty of friends whom I have not been capable of seeing in ages so I can catch up with them. I have some errands I would like to do. I seriously need to clean up my room… I can’t find my couch anymore since it’s full of clothes (mom will kill me when she reads this in Beirut). I am not in the mood for any parties really. I will definitely be doing some hardcore partying next week though.

I definitely am enjoying this laid back feeling. Y’all should try it some time.

It’s a wonderful feeling being so carefree and indifferent.